I have lost myself, I'm falling apart. And I don't know for how much longer I can keep it together. It tears me up, the way you look at me day by day. The way our eyes have seemed to glaze.This place is a halfway house, made for people who can't shut their mouths. The trench between walls grows deeper. As I walk the halls, I dig my own grave. Burying myself in our violence. I can't be here anymore. I can't be here anymore. This house will never be a home. The roof is caving in, my head is caving in. This house will never be home. I don't know how much longer I can stand this. Fuck.